the bird and the worm

If you're the bird
Whenever we pretend it's summer
Then I'm the worm
I know the part, it's such a bummer

But fair is fair
If my segments get seperated
I'll scream
And you'll be there

Close your eyes
(Close my eyes)
So I'd be caught and off of your shoulder
And feel the shine
(Feel the shine)
I'm hooked so toss me over
And cast a line
(Well I'll try)
I'll throw a party and greet my undersea friends
(It depends)
As they arrive
(If they arrive)

You and I left our troubles far behind
But I still have just one more question on my mind
For all my pals who live in the oceans and the seas
With friends like these well,
Who needs enemies?

If I'm your boy
Let's take a shortcut we remember
And we'll enjoy
Picking apples in late september like
We've done for years
Then we'll take a long walk
Through the cornfield
And I'll kiss you
Between the ears

If you're my girl
Swirl me around your room with feeling
And as we twirl
The glow in the dark stars on your ceiling
Will shine for us
As love sweeps over the room
Cuz we tend to make
Each other blush

You and I left our troubles far behind
But I still have just one more question on my mind
For all my pals who live in the oceans and the seas
With fronds like these well,
Who needs anemones?

You're the bird, I'm the worm
And it's plain to see
That we were meant to be

We were meant to be
We were meant to be
We were meant to be

love triangle

very time I think of you
I get a shot right through
Into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living the life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
Every time I see you falling
I'll get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

it's me...

Orang mungkin selalu berfikir kalo gue ini sombong lah,judeslah,apalah,yaampun sebenernya kalo kalian deket sm gue lebih jauh,pernyataan itu salah semuanya,hmm mungkin ada yg bener sedikkiiiiiiiiit aja
Kalo buat mreka yang udh kenal putri,dea,delly,dinar,vania,ana,ka jill,ka stasya,bryan dan lain-lain gue itu terlalu baik WAKAKAKAKa,terlalu sabar HMMM I KNOW,moodyan hmm YEAH it's TRUE,dan sebagainya.
Untuk gue sendiri sebenernya gue bukan orang yg berpendirian tetap,pandangan gue tentang hidup selalu berubah-rubah,mungkin menurut gue hidup hanya sesuatu yang harus kita jalanin dan gaakan bisa kita tentang,
Kita harus ngejalanin hidup dengan apa yang kita punya,bukan apa yang kita mau.
Hmm kalo banyak yang nilai gue deket sama banyak cowo dan gue playgirl THAT'S FAlSE!!!
Gue mungkin gampang suka sama cowo ,hmm tapi cuman sekedar suka NO MORE!karna gue punya banyak banget temen ngumpul gue di mcd yang banyak gue jadiin abang gue sendiri kya farhan,egar blablabla,jadi plis gue bukan playgirl atau apalah yang negatif ke gue.
Kalo soal bestiest gue punya banyak banget hmm contohnya BRYAN dia temen gue dari kecil sampe sekarang,dia ngejagain gue,dia temen curhat gue hmm banyaklah tapi gue bi ngung dan gue ngerasa skg dia jauh sm gue,hmm mungkin cuman perasaan gue aja
Yang ke dua ada putri delly dinar ana mreka itu temen gue yang paling gue sayang mreka selalu ngasik saran ke gue buat ngelakuin suatu hal apaaaa ajaa,mreka tempat gue nangis wahhh banyak deh THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU
Yang ke tiga VANIA dia itu temen gue dari sd sampe sekarang dia baikkk banget,dia lucu pokoknya gue gamau pisah sm dia
Yang ke empat KA JILL,DEA,KA STASYA mreka semua temen-temen greja gue yanggg palingg gue cintain,nonton kkr bareng huhu, mreka baiik banget pokoknya gaakan gue lupain mrekaaa
Hmm mreka semua sangat berarti dalam hidup gue sekarang ini,mungkin kalo gaada mreka hidup gue ga ada artinya THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS you're my beloved friends in my life :)
Hmmmmm last gue cuman mau bilang "gue cuman anak remaja yang menikmati masa remaja gue,dan gue bahagia dengan sifat dan temen2 yg gue punya sekarang,mungkin banyak yang gue inginkan,tapi semua itu cukup kok buat ngebahagiain gue"
Thank you so much :)

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dear G

guys,gue mau share tentang pengalaman gue punya seorang cowok,dan itu the first banget buat gue.

you can call him mrG,gue udah lama kenal sih,tapi gatau kenapa pas gue kelas 7 gue deket sm dia karna satu gereja ,biasa aja sih guenya,karna waktu itu gue gamau pacaran,nah waktu klas 8 gue jd lumayan deket sm dia ,dia lucu,baik,dan gue mulai interested sm dia ....
nah pada suatu hari salah satu temen greja gue ada yg bilang kalo dia suka sm gue actually i'm not surprised ya lama-lama gue jd suka sama dia,in the moment yg gapernah gue sangka,gue ada urusan kermahnya dia,ya biasa lah anak-anak ada ngatain gue,eh dia nembak gue!!!!!! ini baru gue surprised,karna baru pertama kali ada yg nembak gue,,,pake mawar pula hahahahahhaa
hmmm
gue gabisa langsung terima dia karna banyak pertimbanganlah
keesokan harinya akhirnya gue jawab i said 'yes'to be his
okay pertamanya gue cuek banget sama dia of course this is first
kita komunikasi lewat facebook chat
hmmm
gue merasa ada yang aneh sm dia karna waktu kita ada ret-ret gereja dia itu nelfon seorang cewe,padahal dia gapernah nelfon gue sama sekali,nah disaat itu gue ngerasa nyesel banget karna ga perhatian ke dia,bukan maksud gue ga perhatian tapi gue gangerti gimana caranya
okay selama setelah seminggu guepacaran sama dia,diaitu gapernah online facebook,sampe gue nemuin dia comment foto seorang cewe call her 'n' dan gue add dia
time goes by gue jd kenal dan pada akhirnya gue bilang kalo mr g itu pacar gue,dia shocked banget,dia bilang mr g gapunya cewe satu kata yg bisa gue ucapin pada saat itu "sakit"
selama itu gue sangat-sangat merasa digantungin,dan akhirnya gue mutusin buat ngomong sama kakanya mr g,ka stasya yg udh gue anggep kaka sendiri...dan akhirnya gue putus sama g
setelah putus gue ngerasa nyesel banget,dan beberapa minggu kemudian dia jadian sama n ,hmmmmm gue nangis aja keaadaan gue pada saat itu down banget i'm not suppose to share this hmmmmm
gue blm bisa terima penghianatan dari g dan n ...........
okay lama-lama gue berusaha buat terima padahal sebenernya engga,hubungan gue sm n jadi deket,apalagi sama g malah lebih deket dari yg sebelumnya
yg bisa gue ambil dari cerita gue ini
jadikan semua ini seperti pengalaman berharga although that's bad i knew...
finally ini semua ga berhujung pada suatu titik,gue gatau gue masih loving him still or no
this is complicated for me sure>>>>>>>>
thanks guys

maaf

menurut gue kata maaf itu bisa berarti 2 kemungkinan
First maaf itu permintaan seseorang agar memaklumi apa yang kita perbuat
Second maaf itu hanya sebagai basa-basi
Itu yang gue alamin sekarang

yesterday

heiiiiiii gue kemaren latian di gereja bareng dea,ka nitta,ka hevlyn,ka jill,ka jerry marchel
hahaha ampe jam stenagh sepuluh berhubung ka jill blm dijemput,dia main kerumah gue
kita ngebicarain semuanya yg menurut kita menarik
dari cewe yg pernah kaaka gue tembak trus ditolak,ampe ngomongin gosip
hahaha yahpadahal gue maunya ka jill sleep over dirumah gue ,eh tp udh dijemput
i have to do that again with ka stasya,ka jill,sm dea
hahaha
i love ka jill,ka stasya,dea
i love you allllllllllllllll